Your Prayer is an acute outcome of your depression. You pray,
when you are depressed.
In an extreme state of your depression, instead of
praying to your God…communicate with yourself. This communication is important.
Do not make it too obvious. Communicate with yourself in a subtle way... when you are feeling, that you are at a total loss. Do not preach yourself;
others as well… talk; communicate, you will get the answer.
You entire being is
the best University. You are the question; you are the answer. To seek an
answer; to seek forgiveness for your sin…asks yourself. Do this; and see the
result.
Unless you do; unless you perform, you will not get the answer. Your
mind may misled you; fearing losing its importance. Your mind may say to you; ‘it
is useless. Listen to your heart…and perform your duty.
Whatever I am writing
is me; not you. You may differ; you must differ. Do not agree with me; you must
differ. Unless you differ; how you will recognize yourself. To, recognize
yourself; listen to your own voice… do not follow.
It is the worst sin you will
be committing to yourself; if you follow anybody blindly, either with open
eyes; or with closed eyes… does not follow; you must differ, create your own
answer.
Mental idiosyncrasies among human beings differs, it is not possible to
agree all the time; do not agree; do not follow…listen to your own inner voice.
Become independent; do not depend on others. Make your own choice.
Do not seek
agreement; do not seek anything…simply talk to yourself and you will get the
answer. If by any chance someone is becoming your follower; discard, make him
free, independent.
To awake, you have to become independent. A dependent
existence is weak. Become strong. Your, self
talk is your prayer; your meditation is your prayer.
Mind it, your Prayer is silent no words; only
silence. Communicate in silence. Words are less, when feeling is deep; hence,
communication becomes difficult sometimes…I am merely talking to you; not
teaching.
Let us keep talking to each
other; let us explore together more deeply. When depressed; stay there; do not
try to come out. Your depression, like Alchemy, will dissolve. You cannot
remove anything; everything has to dissolve, and take a new birth.
Meditation
gives you many things. Whatever techniques for meditation suits you; use that.
All are important, and good. Stay healthy; become strong…all the best.
Ashoka
PS: Daily exercises are must for you. You have to look after yourself. Panic attacks;
anxiety keeps coming to you. To fight with these attacks, use a method, that
method is called Linden method. To know what is Linden method…Click Hare